5/25/25 Sunday - 12:00 am
it really seems silly y'know. how things happen and you know that if you were still your former self you'd be reacting completely differently. but sometimes i wonder if crazy was better. am i better off being so calm? sometimes i miss the emotional dysregulation y'know? haha
made me feel more alive
but anyway... i just realized it's already been over 10 years since i officially started writing my journal. sometimes i take breaks from it and i feel like i forget who i am/was and i feel kinda lost. coming back to it always feels like i get my mind back
i want to keep this website like i keep my journal, keep it updated when i can, etc.